Momma help me I've been cursed.
Death is rolling in every verse.
I don't know what worths fighting for.
I wish for so many things. The breath to continue living every day, the strength to lift myself up off the floor. The thoughts of the unreachable love that only exists in my dreams. I shall one day have what I want and all this suffering will be pointless. Not to say I'm suffering exactly, but It's tough realizing that you have to only depend on yourself. I hang on other peoples every word. But only a certain few. The few that seem to never be around enough for me to bother. Then there are the few that I would rather not talk to, that seem to always be around. I guess that I'm like the people that hang on every word of mine... only to different people other than me. It's a cycle. I will not give in. I will have love. I will have it. Maybe not now.
It's only my fault that i feel attracted to a few certain people. A few people that I would like to spent the night lying in their arms. I don't talk to them much either. But really, its the summer. We're all working our asses off and we're far apart. Time can only tell. I don't want to read into people too much. But I know that I'd wait an eternity just to get a chance to prove my love. And waiting is what I shall do. No matter how hard times get. I know that when I talk to you there's a smile on my face. You always respond. And that lets me know you care. ;)
But silly me. Everything will work out in the end. A prince will come to me. From where right now, I'm not so sure. But that fact makes me smile.
RAMBLES. lol.
It's constant. I'm crazy. And I miss you.
<3Kolieface
3 comments:
Soooo first off my computer is scared of you now because like right when I clicked to comment (the first time) I got the blue screen of death... but you wouldn't know about that little miss mac.
Okay so am I a person who hangs on your every word that you don't wanna talk to? Or one that you hang on every word of? I'm lost on that matter...
Seems you may hang on mine though because you refer to my "prince charming" comment... unless its a coincidence...erm...yeah
As for attractions, clearly you never played with magnets as a kid.
Opposites attract... but that doesn't mean much, because all they do is get on top of each other (ooh la la), but when you try to push two of the same side together when they are sitting on a table, one will flip their views on the matter, and they will sit together in harmony.
(Wow that was a corny ass metaphor...)
Yep :)
nice corny metaphor, yea not quite sure where i fall in either, but i suppose it would depend cause i imagine sometimes i fall in both for you. or so it may seem. well let me know if you feel like doing anything, i've been free all week but idk seems like your busy. Let me know ttyl
I applaud Sam for her courage and honesty. Listen to the girl; she speaks the truth.
And I find that making the best of a situation, no matter what the circumstances, always helps. Wallowing, on the other hand, does not. Channel your energy into something productive, fun or just plain time consuming. Make something of yourself! You've got all the equipment and ability to do so! There is no reason that any person with as many talents and opportunities as you should be wasting away with nothing to do.
Nicole, you have NOTHING that should be making you this unhappy. Step back from your life and take a look a yourself, realize what you HAVE rather than what you LACK.
I'm surprised I'm doing this in such a nice manner because, really, there's been many, many times when I've really just wanted to slap you for all your whining. Because that's what this is - whining. We all do it, but it's still annoying, juvenile and pointless, not to mention a waste of time.
P.S. Boys are not the answer. They won't cure what ails you and they are NOT the be-all to end-all for your happiness. And it's really idiotic and narrow-minded to think so.
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